The Darker Phase

The Darker Phase

It was years back when

I found my other side

with dark shades of distress..

A coward..

Fear for war

Hatred towards life

Fretful over anything 

That was me..the other me

whom I call 'she'..

She was witless 

dismayed and weakened

She laughed never

Reacted never

The one in me, whom 
I never knew before..

Love for letters

Craving for words

led her heed 

to the world of poetry

where she was alone

Dreams and fantasy

played well on her thoughts

she wrote and wrote 

and cherished her blissful days

Time glide by..

Seasons cycled 

Sunny summer heated her mind

then came the fall where-

the leaves of fantasy departed

winter brought her nightmares..
and..then came the spring

to enlighten the spirit..

spring made her open up the mind

and see the glimpse of  reality..

This is a new me; certainly 

a new world too

The new me is bold and gallant

like an army man 

Vanished agonies and dismays 

never be recalled

And this is me..not 'She'...